Once upon a time, lived a man who struggled with the weight of guilt. He did everything he could to keep from feeling so guilty, but nothing seemed to work. So in desperation, he went to the house of a wise old man who lived at the edge of town.
The man explained his problem to the wise man and waited for a reply. The wise man gazed at him intently and stroked his pointy beard. “So why do you feel so guilty,” he asked. “What have you done?”
“Sir, I am weighed down by all my sin.”
“Have you turned to Christ to forgive you of your sin?” The wise man asked.
“Oh, certainly I have, Sir, but I still feel guilty. I try to live a life that pleases Christ, but even when I am doing good things my motives are so wicked and sinful.”
“I see. Do you believe that you are saved by grace and not by works?”
“Oh yes, of course I am saved by grace, but I cannot seem to live up to the grace God has given me.”
The wise man smiled at the troubled man. “Oh, I see, there is only one thing that can be done.”
The troubled man listened attentively as the wise man explained his solution. “For the next thirty days you must write down everything you do and say and think. You must keep a detailed record of it all whether it is good or bad. And then at the end of the thirty days I want you to bring the list to me.”
The man felt puzzled and confused. “Why must I keep a list? It grieves my heart already without keeping track of everything I do.”
“Just do as I say.”
The man shook his head and walked away, but because he was so troubled by the feelings of guilt and sorrow he decided to try it just in case it helped relieve his pain. The days passed ever so slowly. He kept a detailed record of it all just as the wise man had said. Some days He felt almost elated because he felt that surely he was improving, but then just as soon as his elation reached it’s peak he would sink again realizing his heart was gloating in pride. His list seemed to go on forever.
Finally thirty days passed, and one thing the man knew for sure: keeping a list had not made him feel any better or less guilty. If anything it had made things worse. So he returned to the wise man more sorrowful than before.
“Here is my list,” he said as he handed the wise man a thick stack of papers. “But I don’t think it has cured my feelings of guilt.
“Well, is this everything?” the wise man asked.
“Yes it is everything,” the man answered. “My guilt feels heavier than ever now."
The wise man walked over to his fireplace and knelt by the hearth. The man almost gasped in shock as the wise, old man held the list into the fire. The man looked on in horror as the old man’s hand blistered from the angry flames.
“What, what are you doing? Your hand! And my list--- it took me hours to work on the list. Why would you do this?”
The wise man did not answer, but instead took the ash shovel on the hearth and scooped up the ashes from the papers into a bowl. He motioned for the man to follow him as he walked out of his house and over to a river not far away. He took the ashes and threw them into the rushing water which quickly swept the ashes away. The man was dumbfounded as he watched on in disbelief.
The wise man turned back to the troubled man and smiled. “Where has your guilt gone now?”
The man shook his head, “It’s been swept away, my list has been swept away,” he paused. “Your hand is burned.”
“Your list could not have been taken away without a price, and you could not pay it, so I did.”
“My dear friend, what I have done is only a picture of what Christ has already done. He has taken your sin upon Himself and paid its penalty, and now your guilt is swept away. Christ paid the price. So now go your way and stop thinking about your guilt for it is no more---just like your list is gone forever. Instead think about Jesus and how much he loves you and how gracious He is in saving you.”
The man explained his problem to the wise man and waited for a reply. The wise man gazed at him intently and stroked his pointy beard. “So why do you feel so guilty,” he asked. “What have you done?”
“Sir, I am weighed down by all my sin.”
“Have you turned to Christ to forgive you of your sin?” The wise man asked.
“Oh, certainly I have, Sir, but I still feel guilty. I try to live a life that pleases Christ, but even when I am doing good things my motives are so wicked and sinful.”
“I see. Do you believe that you are saved by grace and not by works?”
“Oh yes, of course I am saved by grace, but I cannot seem to live up to the grace God has given me.”
The wise man smiled at the troubled man. “Oh, I see, there is only one thing that can be done.”
The troubled man listened attentively as the wise man explained his solution. “For the next thirty days you must write down everything you do and say and think. You must keep a detailed record of it all whether it is good or bad. And then at the end of the thirty days I want you to bring the list to me.”
The man felt puzzled and confused. “Why must I keep a list? It grieves my heart already without keeping track of everything I do.”
“Just do as I say.”
The man shook his head and walked away, but because he was so troubled by the feelings of guilt and sorrow he decided to try it just in case it helped relieve his pain. The days passed ever so slowly. He kept a detailed record of it all just as the wise man had said. Some days He felt almost elated because he felt that surely he was improving, but then just as soon as his elation reached it’s peak he would sink again realizing his heart was gloating in pride. His list seemed to go on forever.
Finally thirty days passed, and one thing the man knew for sure: keeping a list had not made him feel any better or less guilty. If anything it had made things worse. So he returned to the wise man more sorrowful than before.
“Here is my list,” he said as he handed the wise man a thick stack of papers. “But I don’t think it has cured my feelings of guilt.
“Well, is this everything?” the wise man asked.
“Yes it is everything,” the man answered. “My guilt feels heavier than ever now."
The wise man walked over to his fireplace and knelt by the hearth. The man almost gasped in shock as the wise, old man held the list into the fire. The man looked on in horror as the old man’s hand blistered from the angry flames.
“What, what are you doing? Your hand! And my list--- it took me hours to work on the list. Why would you do this?”
The wise man did not answer, but instead took the ash shovel on the hearth and scooped up the ashes from the papers into a bowl. He motioned for the man to follow him as he walked out of his house and over to a river not far away. He took the ashes and threw them into the rushing water which quickly swept the ashes away. The man was dumbfounded as he watched on in disbelief.
The wise man turned back to the troubled man and smiled. “Where has your guilt gone now?”
The man shook his head, “It’s been swept away, my list has been swept away,” he paused. “Your hand is burned.”
“Your list could not have been taken away without a price, and you could not pay it, so I did.”
“My dear friend, what I have done is only a picture of what Christ has already done. He has taken your sin upon Himself and paid its penalty, and now your guilt is swept away. Christ paid the price. So now go your way and stop thinking about your guilt for it is no more---just like your list is gone forever. Instead think about Jesus and how much he loves you and how gracious He is in saving you.”
